Well boys and girls, despite my feelings against, I picked up a p365 in peanut butter brown. It's getting tested tomorrow before I decide to carry but it really does look like the answer to my questions. Enough capacity to put my mind at ease, small enough I can wear t-shirts without being self conscious (I like them tighter, I have a good build and I like to flaunt. Sue me.) And a different color than every other one I've seen because I like to be different. I feel like this is close to making a deal with the devil. So let's discuss for the thousandth time, how do people feel now?