Diamond Lifetime
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I was caught up in the craziness there for a while. It can get tiresome, planning and waiting. Then I came around to the idea of living. That's right, enjoying today as much as I hope to be able to tomorrow.
Plan all you want, invest all you want. No one knows what will happen when it does hit. So stop freaking out about it. Live your life. Stop reading end of the world books, stop reading certain online news sites. Get outside, go for a hike, go
fishing, go enjoy life.
The idea is to be ready, not on alert.
That's my thoughts on it. Iron you may already be living your life, I don't know. However, I wouldn't worry about waiting anymore. Just kick back and try to enjoy things more.
That is great advise, I wish I could take it. See my issue is I cant just "enjoy life" because of my life. In order to just not worry about it I would have to make some very major life changes, which I am actually ready to make but cant in good consonance.
Most folks are riding a bike through life. They have things that could be loaded in a truck and moved across town. They have a job that even though it might be tough they could quit and move someplace else and find another. Weather or not they feel that way they are pretty free to make life changes without it affecting them too much. They can ignore whats going on around them and if things get bad simply change course without much trouble.
I am moving through life on a container ship. I own two business that require literally a hundred tons of machinery. It would take 50-60 semi loads easy to move my equipment and probably cost well over a hundred grand to move to another state not including the 50-80 grand it would cost to set up once I got there. I cant afford to move and even if I could I could not survive the lack of income that would come about from being down for months and then trying to start over someplace else. I own a home and rental property in Seattle but those are minor concerns but still another anchor. So I need to know years in advance what I am going to do if I am going to have any chance of navigating those waters. I have to know when to get out if its even possible. I have assets that need to be cared for that the market will have a big impact on. I am not wealthy by any stretch. A few bad months and I would be out of operating capital and unable to meet expenses. My overhead last year was close to 200 grand and when it is all said and done my wages are not much better than what someone working at Jack in the Box makes (although there is a lot more to owning a business than wages and profit on paper does not dictate your lifestyle. The company pays for a lot of things that a normal wage earner would have to pay out of pocket) Point being I it would be entirely irresponsible and quite possibly catastrophic to my long term well being to "just not worry about it"
The only way I could really do that would be to liquidate everything. Have an auction and just walk away. I have seriously entertained that thought but it would mean giving up on what I have spent the last decade and a half building. It would mean giving up much of what I think would help me thrive if things do fall apart. It would mean that if things did not go the way I think they are (and I have been wrong for close to half a decade now) that I walked away from what is pretty much my entire life for nothing. I am getting to the point where I dont have a lot of time to be wrong. I have maybe 15 years of life left where I can do what I do and make good money doing it. If I quit now I wont have near enough to retire, I'll have to go do something else. Something that is not nearly as enjoyable or rewarding as what I can do now and if I made the wrong call I would regret it the rest of my life for sure, where now there is only a chance that I will regret not doing it.
What it comes down to is I am stuck, Either choice has serious risk and problems. Either way it goes I need to have as much information as I can to make good decisions.